December 23, 2011

Merry Merry Christmas




It's the month of Cakes & Candles,
Snow & Songs,
Carols & Joys,
Laughter & Love,
It's DECEMBER..






Wish you all things

merry and bright
this season.

December 12, 2011

UnHappy...... Lai Lai

Unhappiness is a state of mind that often leads to depression.I am unhappy. Do I want depression. Heavens No!!! So, am gonna shake off the beast of unhappiness into the fire.

It's just about nineteen days to the end of Year 2011. I reject this mood with all my being. I reject its venom upon my life and home.

I just read on another blog http://lindaikeji.blogspot.com/2011/12/rip-okwy-onyegbula.html about the death of a pregnant 32yr old Nigerian lady in Canada. She got married last year, got pregnant and just some days ago she's gone. No baby, no mother.

I feel so much pain for this woman who was bringing forth another life but lost the battle; To the husband,who had always imagined growing old with her; the parents who have lost a child and; to everyone who knew her, I know that God will heal your hearts.

Life is precious. There definitely is no time to be unhappy.

Unhappiness...... I say gerrraaaoooouuutttt. Yeah, you heard me right. I command you in the name of the Lord to pick up your weapon and flee.

I don't even know if this post makes any sense. I better stop before I ramble into oblivion.

December 01, 2011

My Dream

Had a dream, saw this dirty looking, nose dripping girl being held by someone clinging to me for dear life. She kept crying, looked pathetic wanting to stay with me but I kept pushing her away, like saying " Go away" "you disgust me". Whoever was holding the child stared at me with pity in the eyes. The eyes held so much meaning I felt ashamed but I didn't want filth, I didn't want a weeping clingy child.

I had this dream on Tuesday and I haven't been able to get it out of my mind. I don't normally remember my dreams but this particular dream I can recollect vividly. It's been replaying in my subconscious . What does it mean? Could God be trying to tell me something.


Could that be God giving me a child and I was rejecting? God forbid.