Had a dream, saw this dirty looking, nose dripping girl being held by someone clinging to me for dear life. She kept crying, looked pathetic wanting to stay with me but I kept pushing her away, like saying " Go away" "you disgust me". Whoever was holding the child stared at me with pity in the eyes. The eyes held so much meaning I felt ashamed but I didn't want filth, I didn't want a weeping clingy child.
I had this dream on Tuesday and I haven't been able to get it out of my mind. I don't normally remember my dreams but this particular dream I can recollect vividly. It's been replaying in my subconscious . What does it mean? Could God be trying to tell me something.
Could that be God giving me a child and I was rejecting? God forbid.