I sometimes wonder
what category this blog will be classified as...from my random gist, ramblings,
aproko, and my faith-laced posts...I wonder what keep you all coming to my “yard”.......
I write and post without
any major edits because I am too spontaneous, however, when I read some of my posts,
I cringe ......I ask myself wetin concern una with my tears, my “syko” moments, my internal battles,
my TTC experience or my opinion about issues............... everyone has a blog
and has made it useful and not for mundane posts, yet, Sykik has turned her
blog to “ book of lamentations and whining”, “random gist”, “office gossip” and
at best “bible classes”.
Blogville is a
virtual community and I have felt every hug, kiss and prayers that has been sent
my way. I feel so loved, knowing that people who don’t know me care so much........I
appreciate and LOVE you all.
......to other matters....the
rate at which people are resigning in this my office ehn..... it is making resignation
to be “hungrying” me too.....I am so looking forward to the day I will put pen
to paper and write my resignation ...wow....it will be such a joyful experience
that I am sure HR department will think I am tipsy or my Hubby just got elected
president of America......
It’s not like I don’t love my job, I have
always wanted to be an investment banker and right after NYSC, that’s what I
have been doing for over a decade........somewhere along the line, for the
past 6 years, I have been at one spot...it’s not just the lack of
promotion...the various CBN policies have changed the bank’s focus in more ways
than one such that my career has been on a halt...........it’s like someone
just pressed the pause button since like forever.....I have been thinking it’s
going to get better but ...mba.....there’s no fulfilment...it’s time to move
on...step into the world and lay foundations for the actualisation of my God
given dream..........if I can dream it then I can do it.......however, there’s
a teeny weenie part of me that’s scared of stepping out of my comfort
zone......will I be able to stay courageous and fight the foxes and lions à la dream killers and dreamstealers...how will I survive
without my monthly pay?, did I hear God correctly? e.t.c
My dream
resignation would be Sykik going off on maternity leave and dropping my
resignation letter at the end of the maternity period.......oh my God....I can
do a zillion back flips to have this dream come true....imagine being paid for three
months to take care of my twins and then writing to HR Dept that I ain’t
resuming anymore..............I deserve this dream..............to start a new
chapter, a new lease to turn my dreams into reality.
My resignation
letter will probably read thus “It is with so much unqualified joy that I
tender my much desired resignation”......hehehe....and my song shall be
Oh
what a wonderful, wonderful day, a day I will never forget
after
working for over ten years, this day my resignation I write
my
dreams fulfilled and so much joy fills my soul
See, I have started
again...wetin concern una with my dream resignation......... hahahaha.....but
one day, very soon just like Mstizzle, I will take the plunge
PS: shout out to Simplymee,
she’s been gone from blogville for some months and it feels like it’s been
ages.........I trust you are doing well ma’am.
Abeg leave classification jare, if we no find category we go create the 'everything goes' category, abi.
ReplyDeleteYour sincerity, juicy gists and 'kind heart' will keep making Abi knock on your cyberdoor. You are different and that makes the difference, no flattery.
You know we all dream of that day that would mark our first step to 'liberation.' but Sykik, that decision is not for the faintheated o...and I love your dream resignation too...so much that I'm begging to apply to join my faith with yours...lol
my darling, thank you....that "liberation" is surely close by
DeleteTrust me, you will survive without a monthly income. It is better to live your dreams now than to live a life of regret in future. Life is too short for boring routine
ReplyDeletetrue, life is too short for boring routine........ am definitely taking the plunge and casting my fears out.
Deletethanks
Lola is right, Sykik. Dare to live your dreams sis. You can do it.
ReplyDeleteI can do it, yes I can...that's my song till I do it.
Deletethank you ma'am
there's nothing as fulfilling like living your dreams... I'm loving your positive attitude already. my sister, you will do just fine when the time comes ok? and God will not turn His back on you, so go ahead and make it happen!
ReplyDeletethat maternity leave is a dream we all are praying and wishing to happen sooner for you... so it will surely come to pass most definitely! best wishes!!!
hehehehe everyone dreams of that day... mine is count down to winning lottery. iw ont fully resign just change hours to one day a week :p.
ReplyDeleteif you feel you are been put on pause.. then seek God (like you do) if he says move.. ask him how far! LOL to Jand ;) to join us.. or whereever else. I pray he leads you accrodingly. Everything else will fall in place if it is his will. Was listening to a song on my way to work. Lyrics basically says that if God ordains it, he will maintain it.
Post maternity change in career will be sweet too!
True oh, winning the lottery will also be awesome
DeleteAmen!!!!!! And we like aproko gist jor. That's what makes the world go round. Whoever said money erm was erm, i don't know sha but Gist is what makes the world go round ...that's the story i'm sticking with plus, it's maintaining world peace :D Yes, i believe that too
ReplyDeleteHigh five o jare, my dear.....gist makes the world go round....the world will be so boring if no one is "aprokoing"
DeleteMehnnnn even me I can't wait to sing with you! "oh what a wonderful, wonderful day..." *practising!*
ReplyDeleteMeen I am taking the leap of faith
ReplyDeleteI have been dreaming of this day for long
Now I can go for the special programs my friends invite me for
I can hang out with people i am at least 70% sure they love me
I can be comfortable and be myself, despite all the dreams my
family and I are having; I will not be changing my mind
That said, your post is uniquely you and your babies are coming
Have faith in God
Its not yours anyway, its His. It is impossible to have faith without
hearing God's word so hear the word of God that speaks to your heart
then have faith in God.
You mean you also have been meaning to step out....God will direct you...
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:) :) :)....
ReplyDeleteI join my faith with yours..xxx
So I read the 6th Paragraph yeah.. and i smiled from the most sincere part of my heart.. :) #BecauseWeMissSykik
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